 |
|
I am beginning to understand who I am for the first time in my life.I have always been attracted to girls since puberty,but I was so afraid of what my very religious friends would think so I hid myself.I went out with boys and tried to pretend like I was "normal",but it just felt so wrong and I couldn't do it anymore.So I told my best friends this year and the reaction was not the best.They pretty much dis-owned me and said things like,"God's love can make you better than this." But that's not what I wanted to hear,I just wanted some support or acceptance. I think I am already good!
But despite that I still have one of my best friends and she is the only friend I have supporting me.She is the only reason I don't feel so alone.But still I wanted to meet others like me.I was okay for awhile,but then others were finding out at school and I was getting the cold shoulder from a lot of kids and I was feeling really bad,so I got a shrink and she told me about Kaleidoscope,so I'm going tomorrow. I'm excited!It's a start.
« Back to This Is My Story... List
|
|
|
|
|
|
